me and marine fell out and i feel bad. i shouldn't, but i don't know we were cool she didn't judge me. she always was supportive and sweet and all it fucks me up a little. 

so that's one more. i don't what it is with females, but i really suck at this. every woman in my life hates me a little or a lot. and every relationship i've had i regret. i really do i can't let it go. 

me and red talked about this the other day, how i seem to hurt myself over regrets.
i'm inspired right now even in the midst of.. whatever depression and shit. i guess that's good.
i'm getting my new place soon i'm excited. i'm gonna start collecting again and trust me my spot is gonna be dope as fuck. another thing i learned from ginger. plus i'm gonna set a dressing room up something brain freezing. all undercover and comme des garçons. by the way i'm getting rid of everything else so holler you'd ever want anything.
i'm doing stock city and berlin in april. cheaper option and cool nonetheless, since i gotta save for the new spot and market town and tokyo in november. rich year.

well, to better times.

love,

ollie